[Intro]
Cm Ab
I'm tired of feeling comatose
Cm Ab
I've lost the me that I loved most
Cm Ab
I'm barely holding on to smoke
Cm Ab
I'm barely holding on to smoke
Cm Ab Cm Ab Cm Ab Bb
[Verse 1]
Cm
I'm not addicted but I'm not clean
Why do I do this to myself on repeat?
Ab
So disconnected from my own reality
Am I man or machine?
Cm
If I give, will you take?
As I lie for the taste
Ab
I just fuck it up
Cm Bb
As you lap it up
Ab
(Go)
F
Through flesh and bone
Bb Ab
I walk alone
(Go)
Fm
If I run, will I fade away?
Cm Bb
'Cause I don't wanna leave it behind
[Chorus]
Cm Ab
In all my pride, all my shame
Cm Ab
I find strength enough to show you
Cm Ab
I may bend but I won't break
Bb
Because I define who I
Bb
Define who I become
[Verse 2]
Cm
I miss the me that I have not met
Choking in silence on the words left unsaid
Ab
I feel a sickness for a home I've never been
And I exist in black and white but now I'm seeing red
Cm
I built a shelter in complacency
Ab
Locked myself in and set fire and threw away the key
Too scared to live but I'm afraid to die
So am I living or am I just alive?
[Chorus]
Cm Ab
All my pride, all my shame
Cm Ab
I find strength enough to show you
Cm Ab
I may bend but I won't break
Bb
I define who I become
Cm Ab
'Cause I'm tired of feeling comatose
Cm Ab
I've lost the me that I loved most
Cm Ab
I'm barely holding on to smoke
Bb
But I'm holding on, I'm holding on
[Breakdown]
Cm
Broken, I'm holding on
Bb Cm
Driven to right the wrong
Ab Eb Bb
Silent, connected yet I feel so separated
Cm
Fallen through flesh and bone
Bb Cm
Frozen, I stand alone
Bb
Deafened in silence, the voice remains
[Bridge]
Cm Ab
Behind my eyes, beneath my rage
Cm Ab
I was struggling to get through
Cm Ab
Out of time and out of faith
I define who I become
[Chorus]
Cm Ab
In all my pride, all my shame
Cm Ab
I find strength enough to show you
Cm Ab
I may bend but I won't break
Bb
'Cause I define who I
Cm
Define who I become
Cm Ab
I'm tired of feeling comatose
Cm Ab
I lost the me that I loved most
Cm Ab
I'm barely holding on to smoke
Bb
But I'm holding on, I'm holding on
Cm Ab
I'm tired of being human, tired of being numb
Cm Ab
Waiting for the holy ghost to come
Cm Ab
So save me from the webs that I have spun
Bb ~
I'm holding on, holding on
Cm
I'm holding on, holding on to smoke
Bbm Cm G Ab
[Intro]
Cm Ab
I'm tired of feeling comatose
Cm Ab
I've lost the me that I loved most
Cm Ab
I'm barely holding on to smoke
Cm Ab
I'm barely holding on to smoke
Cm Ab Cm Ab Cm Ab Bb
[Verse 1]
Cm
I'm not addicted but I'm not clean
Why do I do this to myself on repeat?
Ab
So disconnected from my own reality
Am I man or machine?
Cm
If I give, will you take?
As I lie for the taste
Ab
I just fuck it up
Cm Bb
As you lap it up
Ab
(Go)
F
Through flesh and bone
Bb Ab
I walk alone
(Go)
Fm
If I run, will I fade away?
Cm Bb
'Cause I don't wanna leave it behind
[Chorus]
Cm Ab
In all my pride, all my shame
Cm Ab
I find strength enough to show you
Cm Ab
I may bend but I won't break
Bb
Because I define who I
Bb
Define who I become
[Verse 2]
Cm
I miss the me that I have not met
Choking in silence on the words left unsaid
Ab
I feel a sickness for a home I've never been
And I exist in black and white but now I'm seeing red
Cm
I built a shelter in complacency
Ab
Locked myself in and set fire and threw away the key
Too scared to live but I'm afraid to die
So am I living or am I just alive?
[Chorus]
Cm Ab
All my pride, all my shame
Cm Ab
I find strength enough to show you
Cm Ab
I may bend but I won't break
Bb
I define who I become
Cm Ab
'Cause I'm tired of feeling comatose
Cm Ab
I've lost the me that I loved most
Cm Ab
I'm barely holding on to smoke
Bb
But I'm holding on, I'm holding on
[Breakdown]
Cm
Broken, I'm holding on
Bb Cm
Driven to right the wrong
Ab Eb Bb
Silent, connected yet I feel so separated
Cm
Fallen through flesh and bone
Bb Cm
Frozen, I stand alone
Bb
Deafened in silence, the voice remains
[Bridge]
Cm Ab
Behind my eyes, beneath my rage
Cm Ab
I was struggling to get through
Cm Ab
Out of time and out of faith
I define who I become
[Chorus]
Cm Ab
In all my pride, all my shame
Cm Ab
I find strength enough to show you
Cm Ab
I may bend but I won't break
Bb
'Cause I define who I
Cm
Define who I become
Cm Ab
I'm tired of feeling comatose
Cm Ab
I lost the me that I loved most
Cm Ab
I'm barely holding on to smoke
Bb
But I'm holding on, I'm holding on
Cm Ab
I'm tired of being human, tired of being numb
Cm Ab
Waiting for the holy ghost to come
Cm Ab
So save me from the webs that I have spun
Bb ~
I'm holding on, holding on
Cm
I'm holding on, holding on to smoke
Bbm Cm G Ab
[Intro]
Cm Ab
I'm tired of feeling comatose
Cm Ab
I've lost the me that I loved most
Cm Ab
I'm barely holding on to smoke
Cm Ab
I'm barely holding on to smoke
Cm Ab Cm Ab Cm Ab Bb
[Verse 1]
Cm
I'm not addicted but I'm not clean
Why do I do this to myself on repeat?
Ab
So disconnected from my own reality
Am I man or machine?
Cm
If I give, will you take?
As I lie for the taste
Ab
I just fuck it up
Cm Bb
As you lap it up
Ab
(Go)
F
Through flesh and bone
Bb Ab
I walk alone
(Go)
Fm
If I run, will I fade away?
Cm Bb
'Cause I don't wanna leave it behind
[Chorus]
Cm Ab
In all my pride, all my shame
Cm Ab
I find strength enough to show you
Cm Ab
I may bend but I won't break
Bb
Because I define who I
Bb
Define who I become
[Verse 2]
Cm
I miss the me that I have not met
Choking in silence on the words left unsaid
Ab
I feel a sickness for a home I've never been
And I exist in black and white but now I'm seeing red
Cm
I built a shelter in complacency
Ab
Locked myself in and set fire and threw away the key
Too scared to live but I'm afraid to die
So am I living or am I just alive?
[Chorus]
Cm Ab
All my pride, all my shame
Cm Ab
I find strength enough to show you
Cm Ab
I may bend but I won't break
Bb
I define who I become
Cm Ab
'Cause I'm tired of feeling comatose
Cm Ab
I've lost the me that I loved most
Cm Ab
I'm barely holding on to smoke
Bb
But I'm holding on, I'm holding on
[Breakdown]
Cm
Broken, I'm holding on
Bb Cm
Driven to right the wrong
Ab Eb Bb
Silent, connected yet I feel so separated
Cm
Fallen through flesh and bone
Bb Cm
Frozen, I stand alone
Bb
Deafened in silence, the voice remains
[Bridge]
Cm Ab
Behind my eyes, beneath my rage
Cm Ab
I was struggling to get through
Cm Ab
Out of time and out of faith
I define who I become
[Chorus]
Cm Ab
In all my pride, all my shame
Cm Ab
I find strength enough to show you
Cm Ab
I may bend but I won't break
Bb
'Cause I define who I
Cm
Define who I become
Cm Ab
I'm tired of feeling comatose
Cm Ab
I lost the me that I loved most
Cm Ab
I'm barely holding on to smoke
Bb
But I'm holding on, I'm holding on
Cm Ab
I'm tired of being human, tired of being numb
Cm Ab
Waiting for the holy ghost to come
Cm Ab
So save me from the webs that I have spun
Bb ~
I'm holding on, holding on
Cm
I'm holding on, holding on to smoke
Bbm Cm G Ab
